You have already listed all the things you wanted to do in the future. The planning is there, with the people that you wanted to spend your life with.
I guess, planning is just a planning, we can't really foresee the future, can we?
It's been a month since you have been gone. I miss you more than words can say. I even Googled articles or any writings on how to move on peacefully. I really did because it hurts me so much that I will never see you again. I cry a lot when the memory plays in my mind. I cry a lot when I look at your pictures.
I heard my siblings, sharing their stories, dreaming about you. I was questioning myself, why I didn't get any? But then,few days ago, you appeared in my dreams, twice.Getting to see you in my dreams is a dream comes true for me. You looked happy and healthy. You told me "no more tears, I'm okay now" and in my second dream about you, if I want to meet you, I need to come to church and pray. I will, ma. I believe you're in a better place now. No more pains. You have done enough and it's time for you to rest. We will look after dad. We will look after each other.
I really miss you. I really really really miss you. Your pictures and memories in my mind are left for me to hold.
Rest in peace, mother.
We shall meet again.
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