Sometimes when I woke up, I
thought it was just a dream. It couldn't be real. But still, it hurts so much
to be knocked with the reality; I am no longer able to touch you, to smell you,
to hear your voices. I miss going to your room, to check whether you’re
sleeping. I miss knocking your door to tell you dinner is ready, lunch is ready,
the food is ready. I miss to prepare your favourite food. I miss everything
about you. I miss seeing your smiles, I miss your smell, I miss to look you in
the eyes, I miss to sleep next to you. I miss seeing you doing your daily
routine.
Why do you have to go so soon?
I haven’t gotten the chance to pay you back. For all the sacrifices you have
made. Did I thank you enough? Did I love you enough, ma? I am not a good daughter
for I have done so many things to hurt you. I know, there are thousands scars
behind those beautiful smiles. I wish I had the time to make you feel happy
like genuinely happy.
But I believe, I have faith
that you’re in heaven right now. You deserve a place right next to God. I have
known you as a mother, as a person. I know how religious you were, how devoted
you were, preaching and practising the words of God. Be in peace among those
holy people in heaven. I believe we will be reunited again, ma.
A mother’s love is
unconditional; A mother is someone who would jump in a fire just to make sure
you have what you need, will run a thousand miles just to get you what you
want” For all the sacrifices you made, Thank You, ma. Thank You from the bottom
of my heart.
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| This was me, while accompanying my mother at QEH II back in July 2014. |
I will always love you.
Love
will never die,
And with
you, there will be no goodbye.
For love
is a treasure,
And you are love, that I will cherish forever.
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